3 letters to 3 ladies...

gracey...

hay. ayokong nagkakaganyan ka. ayokong nakikita kang napapraning. ayokong nakikita kang nasasaktan. kung alam ko lang sana ang pwede nating gawin para maayos ang lahat ng 'to, gagawin ko. huwag mong isiping cursed ka. sila ang bobo kasi hindi nila pinahalagahan ang isang gem na tulad mo. i myself am overwhelmed by the great love and generosity you have, you show and you give. and it saddens me that he does not see that. im sorry if i may have pushed you to doing some things. i didnt know how big an effect it will have on you.

gurl, we are growing up. adults. this is part of life. pain is part of life. but so is strength courage, faith and friends. sabi nga ng ubod ng galing na si cess, love is simply a small part of the big whole. do not let love ruin the goodness of life. alam kong natatakot ka, nasasaktan. pero alam ko rin na you are stronger than this. wiser than this. one day, you will be able to get past the hurt and be a better person because of this. do not, ever, even for a lil while, think that you deserve any of this or that you are forever cursed with this. how else will you be ready for the right one if the wrong ones wont teach you a thing or two?

smile, gurl. you have us. you have me. and you have Him.



hi cess!

grabe dude! bilib na talaga ako sa talino mo at sa lalim mong mag-isip. ikaw dapat ang nilalapitan ng mga mokong na to kapag nagkakaproblema sa puso at utak eh. tagos lahat ng sinasabi mo. sapul. derecho hanggang buto.
im trying to draw strength from your words. i need to. i need to get past this hump infront of me. lately i've realized that i'm not mature enough to engage in the relationships of the modern times. or maybe i'm not modern enough. or maybe...

i know, i know. you told me so.

how does one do it? how does one love till loving hurts no more? the truth behind this mystery continues to elude me. hurting no more continues to elude me. it's this big black cloud hanging over my head.

feed me more words. i need them. please.



kay!

providence pa! hehe! grabe, soulmates nga talaga tayo. sabi na eh. kaya gusto kitang makausap. haha!

naiinggit ako sayo. you seem to have a good grasp of whatever it is that is happening to you. you seem to have answered most of your questions. me? i am swimming in a pool of unanswered questions and doubts. and i have no strength to look for the answers. or should i say, i have no courage...

bru, we are not cursed. we are young! we have a long, long way to go. sabi mo nga, take it day by day. i agree. i find it less disappointing to do so.

three cheers to happiness! and three thousand cheers for happiness to come around that corner anytime soon!